Work is painful... So much lifting and folding and moving crap. It's killing my back, but oh well, I'm getting paid!
I've been spending a lot of time with Andrea and her friends from work. They are great kids. It's been a really good couple of weeks at home. I'm happy, for the most part. Andrea's having people over again tomorrow night. Should be a good time, indeed.
I sort of feel like I might be going nuts though. There are so many things that I am 100% confused about. I have no idea what I'm supposed to be doing in almost all aspects of my life. I don't want to be a grown-up... hell no. Also, I need to let go of manyyy things, but I can't. I will at some point, but I can't see myself doing it anytime soon. It's terribly frustrating and pretty sad. I feel like I'm turning my back on many opportunities because I'm afraid to experience anything. Wahh wahh this sounds whiney.
I'm done. Sleepy. Work in the morn.